2019: A year of resolutions

  2019.  A year of change.   A year of growth.  A year for resolutions.  I dont mean the kind of resolutions you make on new years with no real intention of actually following through.  I want to see a change in myself this next year, in so many ways.

  I've been contemplating blogging for quite some time now.  I've always shook away the thought, because putting myself and my feelings out there is just uncomfortable.  It's way outside of my comfort zone.  Maybe thats just the thing I need.

Bare with me.  But here is my "Bucket List" for the year of 2019.

1.) Start College! (And work my butt of with the attitude that I can and will complete my courses with a passing grade).

2.) Turn 21 & have a really fun night out!

3.) Work on my health & my weight! 

Eat healthy, and exercise.  I would love to lose quite a bit of weight.  This will boost my confidence, but will also help my over All health.  

4.) Blog Often.  Talk about personal feelings, topics, etc.   It's my one scary thing a day? Or week.  We will see how this thing goes.

5.) Keep trying for a baby, but don't let it consume my life.  It'll happen when God is ready.  2019 is a year to focus on bettering myself.  But if we get pregnant I'll be over the moon excited.  

6.) Always make my bed as soon as i get up!  This helps my mood tremendously as crazy as it sounds.  

7.) Keep our home neat and tidy! 

8.) Find a job that I love.  And keep it.  Save all of the money I earn to build our savings account.  ( Jared pays the bills )

9.) Make more home made dinners, and have more nights in with my husband.  Have more "home night dates" that require tons of thought.  

10.) Work on our relationships with our family.  Visit no less then once a week.  

11.) Volunteer once a week, somewhere.  Or even once a month.  An animal shelter, homeless shelter, etc.  ❤

12.) Do the angel tree every year! Atleast 1 child.  

13.) Find a church and attend church every Sunday.   

14.) Go on a vacation to somewhere new with my husband.  

15.) Pay off jareds vehicle.

16.) Apply for my LPN program.

17.) Find something positive about every single day.

  So there you have it.  My 2019 Bucket List.  And i may add more as i think of things .  It's time to make some changes.  And i can't wait to make this the best year yet!

💜 This year is going to be incredible.