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My hopes for 2019

  Once again another year has come and gone.   2018 was kind of a challenging year.   We moved out of our home and back in with my parents ( due to us buying a home that we are still in the process of completely remodeling ) but we are getting closer and closer to being back in our own house.  It was another year of trying for baby #1 with no success at all.  It was also the first year since we have graduated that we didn't get to take our yearly vacation.  2018 was kinda tough, but i truely believe 2019 will be a year to remember. 

My hopes for 2019! And things I'm looking forward too. 
- I start college January 14th!

-  My 21st birthday is on January 28th! Finally legal to drink in public, without the hubby having to buy them for me.  💋

- Moving into our house! Only a little left to do.  I can't wait to have our house done and have all of our own things back.   I'm kinda decorating as we get each room painted so... it's gonna be so cozy!

- March 4th is our 2nd wedding anniversary 😍

- I'm planning a cruise for april, we could end up going earlier or later but that is the plan! Jareds never been on one, and I was lucky enough to get too.  I seriously can't wait 🌺 paradise here we come.

-  I look forward to camping trips, drive in movies ,bonfires, swimming, water parks,  laser tag,  random road trips, concerts, comedy shows, clubbing? I wanna go atleast once, bowling, roller skating, and all the fun adventures the summer brings!

- finishing my pre req courses in May and applying for the LPN program in July!

- For fall I look forward to haunted attractions,  our Halloween party,  pretty leaves, pumpkin spice,  pumpkins and mums.

- For winter I hope for snow but safe roads.  For sleigh riding, building snow men, for pretty lights,  and the best Christmas yet.

- I do still hope for pregnancy.  Our hearts are so ready for a baby and our home will be too, but this year I'm not gonna focus on it so much.... febuary 9th will be 2 years of ttc since I came off of my nexplanon.  God's timing is perfect, right? So he will bless us.  I'm ready to enjoy life and enjoy this year.  

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