My first successful fertility appointment 01/11/19

As most of you know, jared and I have been trying to conceive for almost 2 years now with no luck. Today I had my first doctors apt with a new doctor. I am so happy to say that we are finally getting somewhere!

I go back for testing on January 29th, and again Febuary 29th to make sure i am ovulating and test all of my hormone levels, I was given Info on a place for jared to go get his sperm count checked.

I know this is just a start but i am over the moon happy that we are finally going to be getting some answers, and I just wanted to share. For the first time ever the focus wasn't just on my weight.

Prayers ❤ love and baby dust!

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